thinking back,its been a year, last year's today,changed my life forever...once a person who love the sun, now have to eventually hide from it..my beloved sport, swimming, gotto change from noon to night.. i cant eat my favourite food, sashimi, because its raw, and may cause infection...and i cant drink wine, which was my favourite too='(....many things changed, for life, i got to take many many tablets every day..once the girl with a smile everyday, had become a girl who often tear...the girl who once is ok to be alone, now i hate to be left out,i felt so scared if i am left alone..even the guy i had fall in love with,i wasnt brave enough to confess, and now ended up running away whenever theres a chance to say, im jus so so scared to face everything..wat a coward...at times i hated myself..=(( my life is shorter then anyone else..and its oso the reason why i stand up again whenever i feel like giving up...theres many many things for me to do before i die, so i cant give up !!=)) this goes to everyone else too, life is control by us, we must learn to make full use of it yea!!=)) JIA YOU !!
thinking back,its been a year, last year's today,changed my life forever...once a person who love the sun, now have to eventually hide from it..my beloved sport, swimming, gotto change from noon to night.. i cant eat my favourite food, sashimi, because its raw, and may cause infection...and i cant drink wine, which was my favourite too='(....many things changed, for life, i got to take many many tablets every day..once the girl with a smile everyday, had become a girl who often tear...the girl who once is ok to be alone, now i hate to be left out,i felt so scared if i am left alone..even the guy i had fall in love with,i wasnt brave enough to confess, and now ended up running away whenever theres a chance to say, im jus so so scared to face everything..wat a coward...at times i hated myself..=(( my life is shorter then anyone else..and its oso the reason why i stand up again whenever i feel like giving up...theres many many things for me to do before i die, so i cant give up !!=)) this goes to everyone else too, life is control by us, we must learn to make full use of it yea!!=)) JIA YOU !!
