haizz, time check now its 1.45am.I cant slp ,chat with YH on the phone just now,then dont know wats the reason,all the unhappy memories of mine came back into my mind ..Hai, at times i will always ask the same question,who am i...ppl may ask why i am always running away from home..actually for those of my closer friends,they will knw that i had these problem with my mum since young..i was slaped by my mum that day(i was only in primary sch),after i came back from sch.i remembered that day i was fooled and being bullied in school,hece i was pulling a long face when eating...my mum slaped me and scolded me asking who am i to pull a long face infront of her.,.she warned me to smile whenever i am home ,dont ever bring the problems back home....its a day i will never forget as from that day on, i hardly talk to my parents about things happened in schol.Not like my other friends who always hold as very strong bounds with their parents,i lost my communication with them since then.And because of these whenever i have unhappy things happen that day in school, i will hold back my tears till i am alone in my room...Yea i know i sound emo, but dont know..i just thought of the past and i wanna typed it out,and i feel better.. 1.08.09 smiles=)
haizz, time check now its 1.45am.I cant slp ,chat with YH on the phone just now,then dont know wats the reason,all the unhappy memories of mine came back into my mind ..Hai, at times i will always ask the same question,who am i...ppl may ask why i am always running away from home..actually for those of my closer friends,they will knw that i had these problem with my mum since young..i was slaped by my mum that day(i was only in primary sch),after i came back from sch.i remembered that day i was fooled and being bullied in school,hece i was pulling a long face when eating...my mum slaped me and scolded me asking who am i to pull a long face infront of her.,.she warned me to smile whenever i am home ,dont ever bring the problems back home....its a day i will never forget as from that day on, i hardly talk to my parents about things happened in schol.Not like my other friends who always hold as very strong bounds with their parents,i lost my communication with them since then.And because of these whenever i have unhappy things happen that day in school, i will hold back my tears till i am alone in my room...Yea i know i sound emo, but dont know..i just thought of the past and i wanna typed it out,and i feel better.. 1.08.09 smiles=)
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